Via some intermediate steps in my search for myself, I ended up with Fred. Until the moment I spoke with Fred, I had always heard that I had to listen more to my feelings and give my self more space, that my thinking got in the way of my self, etc. However, this kind of guidance forms me more a blockage than that they help me to get closer to my self. Fred has explained to me a number of things that allow me to get started cognitively with my personal awakening. With that I realized that - for me - reasoning and experienced must go hand in hand. To be able to understand my self, it is also good for me to read and investigate what others have said about it. That insight alone helps me to face the next steps in my awakening with confidence.